Another God?

[ruinofeventide]

Recently, I have been "called" by Persephone.  I have seen many signs, mistaken Her for another entity, and have gotten the hint quite clearly at this point (however, more discernment is necessary).  She has always been a God which I have had high respect, great fondness, and overflowing interest in.

Strangely, She was never one of the deities I had approached in my years as a pagan, or thought about creating a relationship with.  I don't know why this is, because, now that I think about it, it seems like it would have been an obvious choice before coming to my current path and following Varda.  However, it was a great honor to have Persephone to come knocking at my door.

I was honored, humbled, and was very happy.  But there was a problem.  I was still getting situated in my own religious practice and had nowhere to properly give Her a space of Her own.  My small table is take up by my shrine guardian (familiar?), Varda, and then my Two Trees section where general ritual is held.  I was sad.  I still am sad.  Because I had to turn Her down.  I politely told Her that I wasn't in a position to add more to what I had, and felt, in my current state, I couldn't give Her the proper honor, homage, and worship She deserves.  Persephone has backed off since then (hence, why I really do think its Her), but I can still feel Her lingering occasionally.  Waiting patiently, I think.

Hopefully, when I get a bigger home and a bigger space I can see if I am in a position still to welcome Her in, if She is still willing by that point.  If not, then I understand.  I don't expect Her to wait on me, but I do hope She is there when it comes that time (whenever that is...), because I really do adore Her.  Just as much as I adore my Lady of the Stars.